growth for the mere sake of growth is pointless. growth to gain wealth is poison. im fkn sick of growing for the past 30 years of my adult life. the only thing that has grown in me is hatred towards life.

short term stress? that's all the negative that happens from busting ass? bullshit. try some permanent physical injuries over and over for a couple decades.

>Strain is good, but injury is not and comes from too much strain in too short a timeframe.

I tried to tell that to life but it wouldn't listen. now I've got permanent injuries that will not heal. no it couldn't be avoided.

after all that hard work, I've had two surgeries for hernia repair. Lost nerve function in my left hand and am losing my eyesight. gosh, I wish all I needed was simple stress resilience. get back to me when those taxing problems cause you permanent physical damage.

so life is too expensive. driving a car on a road that has other drivers driving their car on it is too expensive. i could go on.