I definitely don't resent her for deciding to break up. she has every right to and if she wants it, it's what's probably best for her.

the whole situation just makes me sad.

I made one really stupid decision barely conscious and it cost me my girlfriend and my best friend

I very much plan on staying friends with her, she is a good friend

I definitely overstated the ruining my life aspect. thing is though, things in my life just got really nice for like 2 weeks for the first time in a long time and now this will mess things up for at least the next few months

I knew someone was going to point that out lol