OP… You realize this is gonna be your life until you cut your mom out, right? She’ll leech off of you because you’re being a doormat and think you can build a relationship with her. The sad thing is, you can’t build a healthy relationship with someone who uses you. The only way to live your best life is to cut out the people that use you. Including your mother.

…Dude, you may have fucked up a little bit. But you showed your friend that you respect her immensely by informing her that you accidentally recorded her and deleted it. You turned a fuck up into what could have been an incredible moment to your friend. Maybe you should talk to her about the guilt you feel.