alright i will take you up on the advice

they do allow social life.. and sure they do allow after school activities but due to the assignments and school pressure i barely have an hour to spare... I usually sleep or just try to exercise. on top of that we shifted and there are literally no one my age in the neighborhood so my activity is limited to working out at home.

Yeah well that is why i am asking how to deal with the parents... they dont understand, Since here, the concept is to study for 2 years(11th and 12th grade) and then do whatever you want(at least thats what my parents say)

In such a case... (i am assuming you are elder to me) how to deal with parents... I live where people(including my parents) dont really care much about our mental health... I tried talking to my parents they just said take like 5 minutes break and then go back to studying.... everytime i try to do something else, they basically end up saying go back to studies

I appreciate the thought! Will try

I get that! but like i said in the very beginning it isnt about them anymore.... I have shifted schools and hav got new friend... But thats it, I just dont feel anything about them.. its just i say they are my friend because i sit with them in the class... same way its just i dont feel anything off of anything anymore... its just that i am studying because the teacher says so, i have no idea what my goal is