Neat-Cold-7235

Neat-Cold-7235 t1_jdh1baz wrote

Reply to comment by 1__ajm in Internal voice when reading by 1__ajm

Lmao same and I do this weird little thing where I mouth the words as I read them. I can’t read in public because it’s too embarrassing…my brain reads a little faster then my mouth can keep up so it just looks like I’m aggressively chewing gum.

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Neat-Cold-7235 t1_j69tktw wrote

Exactly that’s what hurt is knowing he wanted to be a good dad but he couldn’t. And I know he had childhood trauma and even tho he was a better dad then his mom was to him, I also know that generational trauma is hard to break because that’s all he knows. He wanted to be a good dad but didn’t know how to and felt like he needed alcohol probably to cover up the childhood PTSD. The mom on the other hand I feel like had narcissistic personality disorder and couldn’t give a shit about her kids or their well being.

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