Do you have an education? If yes, maybe stop looking for service-based jobs, and focus more on what your education covers. If no, best I can say is find something you’re passionate about and just stick with it. You’ll make mistakes, but who doesn’t?

This state is what every person should strive to achieve as opposed to financial success, although both would be perfect. Just pure bliss due to the family around you. Long may it continue for you!