Lazy-Lawfulness3472

Lazy-Lawfulness3472 t1_j6na82k wrote

I smoke all day. Helps with pain and the boredom of having to sit all day when I used to run every morning. God, I'd go insane if it weren't for pot. Seriously. Pot doesn't seem to kill pain as much as diverts your awareness onto other stimuli. The pain is still there, similar to pain pills that just make you so you don't care about the pain. Narcotics don't kill pain, they down you our til you just don't care about the pain

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Lazy-Lawfulness3472 t1_j6i6zb9 wrote

I love the blues. The sadder the better. It energizes me it awakens my soul. I feel alive, like my feelings matter. In my daily life it's like my feelings, my beliefs don't matter. Finally, I feel alive. It's like a shock or snapping a rubber band on your wrist to bring you back to reality. Is it the truth, my feelings? Or is it what mask I must pull over my emotions whenever I leave the house or talk to some one on phone or online.

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