Im trying im going to do this for my daughter though !! I will get through this thanks for the advice brother

It’s sad man I’m losing it

I have I told her all the time I even send her flowers to her job today and I asked her if we would ever get back together and she said she doesn’t know what the future holds

She did changed her password and over the week of me trying to win her back she was out and about “living her best life” like being extremely drunk to the point of blackouts and I had to go pick her up and not staying home and me just constantly just trying to fix us… she says she wants to stay but isn’t sure anymore about us

No like I said over the years I do realize I haven’t kept up with her like I should, dealing with issues like the typical man who hides his own personal problems and I told her I want to change but after a week of me trying to be with her and show her I want her back she told me she didn’t want to be with me and I can’t force someone to stay as much as I want her too. I cried to her and begged her to stay but she didn’t want to and I finally told her yesterday to leave but now she reaches out to me I’m just so confused

We always see each other this is fresh she bearly left yesterday.. as soon as I told her that I did not want to be with some one who didn’t want to be with me and she left to her mom she reached out almost midnight asking me how I was doing and trying to initiate conversation but idk if I should act like a cold heart and keep it dry and simple ?

There’s more to it what I posted was in a nutshell she says she still wants to be with me but she doesn’t feel the connection anymore. But I have a good gut feeling about another guy although she swears there isn’t

With my wife, she’s living now with my wife’s mom. I don’t think I was a bad person or a bad husband I had my flaws but so did she I never asked for perfection.