It's all good, there's still lots left to sell to Nestlé so you have that

I have a Lenovo W550s that is still killing it, running OpenSuSe and I still recommend them. Getting caught with spyware/adware really helped bring them back to the userbase for cost and delivery.

And for customer service, the first one shipped had 2 dead pixels, they sent me another brand new and said "here's the return label, just take you're time and thank-you"... that sold me.

For me routine is vital. Bedtime, wake up time, amount of coffee, eating regularly. I suffer a lot from object permanence, so I maintain lists and locations of things constantly.

Talk to your doc about anxiety and medication as well, be patient with yourself.