Here is a link to the tattoos Tattoos

I have all the lyrics like this tattooed (there's more to come)

"Jesus won't you fucking whistle" - Sober by Tool I had struggled with opioids I was detoxing in my friends basement blaring music so he didn't have to hear me vomiting and crying when this song came on due to YouTube autoplay and it become the beacon of my sobriety it took me until 2021 to actually be able to listen to this song again without shaking and feeling the bugs under my skin again.

" I Don't Love You Like I Did Yesterday" - I Don't Love You by My Chemical Romance Through my sobriety I came to realize I really didn't love the old me that version of me was like an Ex that just wouldn't leave you alone this song really helped me cope with those thoughts and letting go of that part of me

"Come On Up To The House" - Come On Up To The House by Tom Waits I originally wanted the lyrics "Come Down Off The Cross We Can Use The Wood" from the song meaning don't sacrifice yourself for others we can use the materials for better things but the artist didn't get that part but it was such a beautiful design I was happy with the end product this song came at a time in my life where I was holding onto everything and it was weighing me down in every way and this song just helped me to accept that I can't let things weigh me down that it'll all be useless in the end so why not let go and come have some fun

It was 4 am for me I had a major fallout with my dad we would fight all the time we never made up until I got told he was in the ICU after meth overdose and likely wasn't gonna make it luckily he pulled through and were on good terms now

There's a couple of videos online of her in rehab (mixed reports) recording acoustic versions of A couple of songs and she just looks so far gone it hurts