im here because of a sickness in my soul from dealing with the world for far too long alone, and i tried to cure that with many things... doesnt matter what the symptoms are is what i'm saying, the core problem was that i was alone without purpose or direction and hurting in a way that most people cant even begin to understand. id maybe just go to an open meeting and talk with people, open meetings are for everyone, not just addicts, and a damn good way to network and find good people who know exactly what NOT to do lol. maybe someone there could point you in the right direction?

google "david's courage" to get an idea what to look for, and good luck! i was at rock bottom ready to take a long walk off a short um... bridge. and this place completely changed my life

so what you described is called a sober living home or a halfway home, the one im currently in is great, we work our own jobs, have our own rooms, but get together for meals (im the chef here) and we pray, have devotionals, go to AA or NA groups, hang out in the common areas ect, basically a big family

bonus points if you wet the sink a bit first, the moisture helps with cleanup without washing hair down the drain

um. its about the future, and its pretty fuckin bleak, so... yeah pretty self explanatory. i think you're looking maybe for future fiction?

would this cactus be a blood or a crip? because its clearly representing, perhaps a blood because it could make you bleed, perhaps a crip because it could cripple you... nature is confusing